Are you scarred too ? You should be at least a little worried.

I was always concerned about my future. When I was playing basketball when I had my first serious injury the doctors said that this type of injury could always come back and when it does I should take a time-out  3-6 weeks of training. If i remember correctly those words , the doctor’s words, were a decisive point in my life. In the next year I quit basketball and ended my career of professional basketball player. I always thought , how often the pain will kick in ? Will it last longer than 6 weeks ? I was scared  of investing all my time in basketball so that a simple injury can sent me to the bench. The truth is , I wasn’t a superstar too. I was an average player , who trained from the bottom to get were I was. You know what they say in sport. “You either have talent and the rest is workout or you don’t have talent at all and you put all your heart and soul in it” Let’s say that I begin playing basketball talentless.

After I quit basketball , I chose to follow a very hard university from my country, because being not normal in my country would leave me with no money. ( expensive clothes , expensive privileges, etc ). I am not that guy who would do anything to get somewhere ( stealing , cheating , blackmail ) , well, maybe I am , I don’t know. I mean, I never had to feel the pain of starvation, the pain of feeling the cold in the bones, so , I don’t know what would I do then. I keep telling myself that I wouldn’t do this or that , but , who knows?

Today , we are living, in a hypnotize society with artificial morals with feelings that are fueled by the porn industries. With people that judge other people by the color of the skin , by the color of the clothes, hell , I have friends that can easily judge a person just for the simple fact that one person is wearing black, and later they go and praise a God , a God who says love your close-by no matter what.  All this , what i said , was in the past,  in the past , were I was still young, a young man, who cared only for his future, a future that this man thought can only be molded by the same person who’s holding the strings.

But what happens if there are other things that are holding the strings ? What happens when you try to go forward but there is a big chain bound to your legs ? Imagine now , that there are a lot of people who have this chain bounded by their legs and with every step that they make the chain becomes heavier and heavier to the point where they would simply can’t walk anymore and they would simply die dyhidrated.


I wish for this to be a dream.



Echo Sound

ATTENTION ! I wrote this when I was much much younger . Hope you enjoy the childish names and my younger imagination. 🙂 Have fun !

Is it ready Jon?”

“The time machine is almost ready sir”

“To many ppl died because of this machine.”

“To many people are still dying Alexander.”

On 29 April 2092 chief commander Alexander Robert  head of the science and development division tried to make the final attempt to travel in Neo universe  back in 21 century.

In 21th century mankind build  the first time machine and with it the possibility to travel to another universe.We are so called “Neo race” born in universe Neo. After a big accident in universe Neo when an entire city disappeared instantly  from the earth  and at the meeting of all the supreme leaders on earth , they had arranged that the time machine will never be used to travel again in Neo universe.They had agreed that the  time machine will be used  only to travel to a different universe with the purpose to help another race, “the primitives” to became more high tech. On that time the only country that had a time machine was USA and when USA saw the treath that the time machine brought the presidend decided to send  the only 4 scinetenists that could actauly build another time machine to another universe.All 4 of them was sended to different universes.

So we started to search a suitable universe to create the perfect civilization.For that we used  the so called “time drones”and  we manage to find a  universe  that wasn’t so different of ours  , a universe that had never saw the WW2,a dimensions where name like Hitler and Stalin were just  simple politician name vanish in the time of  history. We called that universe  “Outros”.

When Neo ppl reach the first time Outros univers, it was something special . They thought that we are God , and our mission was to save them.God such a clisee in our days .I remember  my days of young boy especially a saturday.I remember that I was sitting on the sofa with my mom,eating my cereals. I remember that I saw on the holo-screen the pope on that big balcony at Vatican  and I remember his words:

“After all this years of serving that I dedicated to God , I realize that God doesn’t exist”.

Then, after 2 more days  the pope  died of cancer.Instantly a big number of atheist grew up.Because there were no more churches to support them the  poor people were left alone to die  .Back then the poor people where a number of 4 billions souls from a total of 8 billion .If i remember correctly the most of the  poor people died in almost 2 years. We tried to use the time machine to fix the problem even that the supreme  leaders forbidden the use of time machine , but the pandora box was already open and there were no key that could it close it again.

That was something that marked our history, and probably the end of it .

Even the pope gave this ultimatum of what we thought that is our existence, many people still believed that God exist . “The believers” that is how they called themselves  had an attempt to revive christianity. A war started , a global war that the world had never seen.



First of all , I hope that the people from this video lived to see another day and second I see a lot of anger in the comments posted on youtube from a lot of people, Catholics , Muslims , Christians , Jews etc.Most of you forgot that almost every religion have a basic fundamentals , “learn to take care of others”. Most of the people nowadays use religions to manipulate others to hate another religion and they forget the true meaning of the Bible , Quran etc. They only take few sentences from it and manipulate words into your mind.Let me tell you something that is very true. When you were born the only thing that you were sure of it is that you are indebted with a death. DO NOT PAY OTHER PEOPLE DEBTS.

Philosophic 101

“I consider myself a realist but in philosophical terms I am what is called a pessimistic. It means that I am bad a parties. I think human consciousness it’s a tragic misstep of evolution. We are too self aware. Nature create an aspect of nature separate from itself. We are creatures that should not exist by natural laws. We are things living under the illusion of having a self , an addition of sensorial experiences and feelings. We have the idea that we are each somebody when in fact everybody in nobody. The honorable thing that our species can do is to deny our programing , stop reproducing and go hand-in-hand into our extinction.”

“Sir, can you spare a quarter?”


They are everywhere. Everyday you see them , you pass by them and you keep going. Do you care about them ? No. They are the last of our civilization, in a world in which our society tries to create the “perfect machine” they are the ones who are in need.

Yes, they are the  poor people of cities , homeless people, street people. Today society teaches us that we need to have a big objective, an objective  towards which we need to focus all  our strength and our attention so that we can complete or at least be very close to it.

In such a robotic world they are just simple shadows. Most people are taught to avoid those “shadows”, to be careless. You even consider them to be from a organization, criminals, thieves and many different types of law breakers.You just assume that they are bad?!…My friend , why?

Often in your life you will have the surprise to come across to a person who will have just a little more power then you and torture you in every way that he could do. If this can happen in a civilized world why could not happen to a small scale , a scale where justice and laws can’t reach in time or not at all. Well , to those “3rd civilization” such things can happen since the moment they were born, force to beg , “stoned” so that they could easily be manipulated with no chance of getting a normal life.

Unfortunately many of us pass by them without even looking at them. But if you stop and think , a single word, one moment of negligence can transform you in a “3rd world shadow”, a shadow at the end of a street under a wet tree, dogging rain .A tired shadow that yells at this society  to wake up from this robotic dream.

“Survival is that story that never ends.”

Games Vs. Gamers ?

dota vs lol

(Defense Of The Ancients VS. League of Legends)

Yeah, one of my hobbies from when I was a child was to play games ( a lot ). Back then kids from where I live didn’t have PC’s, still , I had. My very first computer was a  “Pentium 486”  with 8 Mb of RAM , almost 100 Mb hard-drive and I don’t remember the processor speed, with Norton Commander “NC” as its operating system. At the beginning NC was such a drag, but I managed somehow to get used to work with it. On that PC I played for the first time Wacraft 2 and I started to like “RTS” games. ( back then I didn’t know the meaning of RTS, Hell , I didn’t know english )

Years passed and I bought my second computer a Pentium 4. When friends asked me what PC I have , I answered them “I have P4!” and everybody known the important meaning of the “P4”.One day the “repair guy” came to fix my P4 because it crashed from some reasons (back then people didn’t have Internet ) . After he fixed “XP” he installed a “couple of games” he said “you will like them” he said . I was so excited for this “unknown” that was about to be revealed. This “unknown” it proved to be “Dungeon Siege”  and  “Warcraft 3”. This is the story about how I discovered for the first time DoTa. I don’t think that Mark Zuckerberg has launched his “Facebook” when all of this were happening. It’s to bad that I can’t remember the author of Dota’s  verions  that I had back then, to be sure about the facts.I just want to say , I know this game from a long time and thanks to IceFrog or someone else , games like LoL , HoN etc. exists on this big market that we call “Game Industry”


It’s simple.I think  LoL=Monopolized Dota 1.
Like I said Dota 1 is an old “game”.I can’t  call it a game because it was and it is a simple map created for Warcraft 3.More likely it was a mod, but, it was something new , was free to play , no charges, any hero you could choose to play ,almost every week new items and heroes, IT WAS ADDICTIVE!  In a couple of years IT WENT VIRAL. People were talking about strategies , building guides, possible new items and so on. On every internet cafe where I went , everyone was playing Dota 1. I remember that I had to stay in line for  someone to go , so that I could play (vets. will know).I found out that the very first author of “Dota-Allstars” was Steve Feak and in 2005 IceFrog become involved in the project named simply Dota, an acronym for “Defense Of The Ancients”.

After this big success Dota’s “big brothers” appeared with taste and love for money.I don’t say to choose between HON, LOL ,DOTA …because many of you don’t know what Dota stands for or how to install or even that Dota 1 is just a map for Warcraft 3 .I am just saying that maybe you can respect Steve Feak and  IceFrog , the ones who had this vision and gave their idea for us.

To answer the question…If you really want to use your brain and train your skills in this type of moba (Multiplayer online battle arena) game choose Dota 2 a much better improved version of Dota 1 with its own game engine and a lot of  new features . Or, if you want a simpler way and faster skills and you have money to pay for almost everything , and you enjoy to have a big advantage over players who doesn’t have money or  don’t want to pay, you should definitely  choose LoL.

Respect to IceFrog and Steve Feak for their spent time and will.